Poetry, Week 29: Britton Shurley
Dear Frank,
            When I walk around at lunchtime
I can’t help but stop for good beer, 
            read a poem by you, and think  
how little has changed. 
            You were meeting LeRoi for fish 
and ale when you heard Miles Davis  
            was clubbed—twelve times—
by a cop outside Birdland. 
            This was August 25th in 1959, 
eight days after Kind of Blue 
            first spun for our world’s dull ears. 
He had wrapped his broadcast  
            for troops, then walked
this white girl to her cab
            in an alley. Now I don’t know 
if Daunte Wright cared at all 
            for Kind of Blue. Or what music 
was playing—just eight days ago—  
            when a cop pulled him over 
for his overdue plates, or the air-
            freshener hanging from his rearview, 
before she grabbed her gun—
            which she said she thought
was her taser—and killed him  
            not far from where George Floyd 
was killed. But I’m sure both men 
            must’ve longed to be loved. Just like you 
said you longed to be loved—when you 
            finished that meal of fish and ale, 
then talked of walking on girders,  
             wearing a bright silver hard-hat 
with a crew of strong men
            at your side, looking down on the streets  
of New York. Wondering if one 
            single person, in a city of roughly 8,000,000,
might also be thinking of you.  
Dear Frank,
            Though the day is long, let it be
some long sort of rhapsody, like the long  
                        song of sunlight in May. Or the way 
that sunlight feels warmer  
            when wearing a soft black shirt—that fabric 
indifferent to skin beneath it 
                        but warming your skin all the same. 
Just like dirt is indifferent to seeds  
            and potatoes—which I planted this morning—
but that dirt, indifferent, still helps  
                        these small things grow. And that dirt’s 
a dark moon in the nail of my thumb,  
            still swirled in the whorls of my palms, 
as I sit here thinking and writing 
                        of you and Elizabeth Taylor—who once 
took too many pills—and of sunlight and slips  
            of potatoes. How before sitting down for a beer 
at this bar, I dropped my daughter  
                        at dance class. We parked and I folded 
a tissue, which she slipped in a slipper  
            so her feet might hurt less. The radio droned 
about rockets in Gaza, said they now  
                        rained down from the sky. And like that, 
we were talking of war. How rockets  
            are nothing like rain, and how rain is nothing 
like rockets. I want to tell her, some days  
                        burn a blister, that others are songs you hold
like a dream—that this, in time, is what you learn. 
Britton Shurley is author of the chapbook Spinning the Vast Fantastic (Bull City Press, 2021), and his poetry has appeared in such journals as Southern Humanities Review, Hampden-Sydney Poetry Review, and Southern Indiana Review. He is the past recipient of Emerging Artist Awards from the Kentucky Arts Council and is currently a Professor of English at West Kentucky Community & Technical College.

