No Pines Stir
First I had to ask the hill
to take a walk within me
this tall hill
went on singing
I had to ask it
to hear me
I had to find a place to lay down
in the dirt’s soft darkness
the trees have been building
between hills
where roots will nook me to their water
the leaves high up will ask
ask will answer
only myself
white mushrooms glowed by the trail
waiting for sunset
does the earth sigh
at your neck, acorn caps fallen off and beetles
all the grasses
who is asking
the dirt and its animals
if you wait and nothing happens
can I stay or has it ended
there was no promise
but a final sound
from a final voice
I was drawn along
made me the urge
made rust rain
purple, certain
in its song
made me breathe deep
the coldest air I’d held
the bright gut at the bottom
trying sound
there was no promise
A. J. Collins is often almost done with his first book of poems. His work has been supported by the MFA program at UC-Irvine, a Glenn Schaeffer Fellowship, and has been published in Bodega, Spoon River Review, Conduit, Notre Dame Review, and elsewhere. He lives in Pittsburgh, coordinates global bribery and fraud investigations for a compliance consultancy, and makes functional ceramic wares, among other wildness.